have been thinking these few days .. what am i doing with my life ?? i don't have the luxuries the others have . i dont have the knowledge the others have . i dont have the beauty the others have . so what am i doing in this world ? mainly to suffer ? i guess not . i'm blessed with my 'complete' family , my near perfect bf , and the many mnay many life and job experiences i've gain . so should what should i do the next step ? i'm 1/5 thru my life (hope i lived till 100 !!) and i dont wanna waste my life away . i need help .